big decision tat i cant made up my mind..

My brain had been thinking and thinking non stop this few days..and no matter how..i still cant make the decision. Mayb i really scare i choose the wrong pathway..i scare i cant handle all the pressure that i am goin to encounter the moment i step into the final decision..but den..the due date is getting near..tues is the last day i should hand in my form..but..i reli don have any decision right now. What should I do? haihz..

I don wanna burden my family too much as financial is reli a big issue for me...what should i do...if can i would like to pay off all the money by my own..but cant leh..haihz..so dilemma..i really wanted to go overseas to study..its been my dream since i am small..but can i reli make it through if i go UQ and study? would i flung? will i throw my parent money into the big sea? i duno also...but den now the biggest problem is..i duno i should go at feb o july...reli reli a big diff in terms of money!! why this world nid so much money just for us to go overseas study..why? haihz...i reli goonna stress up..and rot in this issue...very very soon..I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND!! JUST SO SUX!!


P/s: why would my tears flow whenever i think of this issue dat would make my parent so burden..i hate this..

HELP sux like usual!

HELP always create such a lousy timetable and make our life miserable. I don understand why they could be so stupid and put every subject in mkt under 1 time and they dont even plan to change the time. So pathetic. So from 4sub i should take 2sub in 1 sem? so stupid lor..just wasting my time ny..i don wan! i wanna finish all my sub asap and don wanna bring forward so many sub in nx sem ma..haihz..why they always do things without thinking 1? really brainless!! getting to hate HELP more and more..they sux! From foundation till now!! their timetable will never improve! just so sux! damn!

just another lie

Is always like dat..u promise me but u never do it...
just disappointed is the thing i could say..u'll never know how i feel...sorry is ez to say..things i've plan will never success..sometimes i wonder is this reli wat u want..us..being together..or just me myself..standing firm in this thing..alone struggling...just so speechless..i reli wanted to go..but why 1sorry den everything is no..just so shit...dumbass..i don feel happy anymore :'(

randomness

so fast is july dy leh...my holiday gonna end...it means he gonna go back dy also lo..wahahahah..time passes so fast leh...and so many thing is happening to my fren..but is seems like more to unhappy side of it..hmm...wonder why..but i hope they could pass through this obstacles between them lo..i know they can do it de.. =D waiting for them to be back the last time and have fun together again ya...and hopefully everything will go welll for everyone...and myself..wahahahahaha...


previous week went to PD and malacca with yh,yen,star and jy...so fast..zzuuuppp...the trip has reach dy..zuupp..den the trip has end=='' alot ppl ffk us!!! ishhh...kinda sad..but nvm...there will be more trip waiting for us de i believe!!! randomness picture at PD and malacca~~

yen, jy and me~

star and yen~

yh and me~ i like this pic =)

jy and yen ~~


V also went to malacca and sesat di dalam kota yg ada banyak keliru dan kecik punya signboard!! ish..reli make us tam tam chun inside!! we went to eat that "kai fan lap" lolx..means chicken rice ball..hmm..okok only leh..just dat the rice is bulat...lolx!!

PS/: ng yik hui!! u owe me alot of thing!!and where is my lyrics!?hmppp...and u r the 1 who always bully me de ar...not i bully u..ish!!no lyric i tak mau choi u dy..hmp hmp hmp!