big decision tat i cant made up my mind..

My brain had been thinking and thinking non stop this few days..and no matter how..i still cant make the decision. Mayb i really scare i choose the wrong pathway..i scare i cant handle all the pressure that i am goin to encounter the moment i step into the final decision..but den..the due date is getting near..tues is the last day i should hand in my form..but..i reli don have any decision right now. What should I do? haihz..

I don wanna burden my family too much as financial is reli a big issue for me...what should i do...if can i would like to pay off all the money by my own..but cant leh..haihz..so dilemma..i really wanted to go overseas to study..its been my dream since i am small..but can i reli make it through if i go UQ and study? would i flung? will i throw my parent money into the big sea? i duno also...but den now the biggest problem is..i duno i should go at feb o july...reli reli a big diff in terms of money!! why this world nid so much money just for us to go overseas study..why? haihz...i reli goonna stress up..and rot in this issue...very very soon..I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND!! JUST SO SUX!!


P/s: why would my tears flow whenever i think of this issue dat would make my parent so burden..i hate this..

HELP sux like usual!

HELP always create such a lousy timetable and make our life miserable. I don understand why they could be so stupid and put every subject in mkt under 1 time and they dont even plan to change the time. So pathetic. So from 4sub i should take 2sub in 1 sem? so stupid lor..just wasting my time ny..i don wan! i wanna finish all my sub asap and don wanna bring forward so many sub in nx sem ma..haihz..why they always do things without thinking 1? really brainless!! getting to hate HELP more and more..they sux! From foundation till now!! their timetable will never improve! just so sux! damn!

just another lie

Is always like dat..u promise me but u never do it...
just disappointed is the thing i could say..u'll never know how i feel...sorry is ez to say..things i've plan will never success..sometimes i wonder is this reli wat u want..us..being together..or just me myself..standing firm in this thing..alone struggling...just so speechless..i reli wanted to go..but why 1sorry den everything is no..just so shit...dumbass..i don feel happy anymore :'(

randomness

so fast is july dy leh...my holiday gonna end...it means he gonna go back dy also lo..wahahahah..time passes so fast leh...and so many thing is happening to my fren..but is seems like more to unhappy side of it..hmm...wonder why..but i hope they could pass through this obstacles between them lo..i know they can do it de.. =D waiting for them to be back the last time and have fun together again ya...and hopefully everything will go welll for everyone...and myself..wahahahahaha...


previous week went to PD and malacca with yh,yen,star and jy...so fast..zzuuuppp...the trip has reach dy..zuupp..den the trip has end=='' alot ppl ffk us!!! ishhh...kinda sad..but nvm...there will be more trip waiting for us de i believe!!! randomness picture at PD and malacca~~

yen, jy and me~

star and yen~

yh and me~ i like this pic =)

jy and yen ~~


V also went to malacca and sesat di dalam kota yg ada banyak keliru dan kecik punya signboard!! ish..reli make us tam tam chun inside!! we went to eat that "kai fan lap" lolx..means chicken rice ball..hmm..okok only leh..just dat the rice is bulat...lolx!!

PS/: ng yik hui!! u owe me alot of thing!!and where is my lyrics!?hmppp...and u r the 1 who always bully me de ar...not i bully u..ish!!no lyric i tak mau choi u dy..hmp hmp hmp!

=) (friends..just read don ask wat happen..i wont tell xD)hahaha

Last 2 days i misunderstand sth bout him..it hurts when i knew it..so couldnt control myself and i just smsed him n asked..it take up all my courage to write the few words..and waited for the reply with angry+mm song+worry+sad mood..complicated right?lolx...and it continues..den he find me in msn..and chat for few mins den he called me and ask me to tell him exactly wat happened..i paused in silent and tears flowing down..i couldnt speak at all..after a few mins of silent i finally spoke up..i hesitate..but in the end i told him wat happened and he explained everthing to me..and ended up is just a misunderstanding -,-'' so swtz...den kena nag by him till the end..ish!! but i reli hope dat those misunderstanding would never be true..if it reli reli do happen(touch wood 1st)..just tell me and don lie..i hate ppl lie to me..and i always believe in "paper cannot cover fire" in cantonese..

anyway..i just wanna say sorry dear for misunderstanding u..hehehe..don nag me dy..later sound like "lau ah pek" dy..blek!!love u -xoxo-

june bday bash!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm free to blog..due to the bodoh internet dat don let me on9 for few days..i now only can on9!! ish!! let me start..june is a month dat make me PK!!! cos too many ppl bday dy leh..i gonna faint..luckily dats the end now..i can start save money liao now..hahaha..

Is mey yee..my sahabat(kah ang), hew thong ..my bro..my sis bday...and i couldnt rmb who else..as i know there is stil some other relative bday on june!ishh..wah..reli pack with activities during june...aih..too many celebration..how could i pack it in 1 post leh..hahaha..i start with my 2 old fren bday celebration dulu ya~

is on 15th june..i woke up 1sth..feeling hungry..so i ask my bro wan go makan o not..oklor..after so many reject from him he at last say wan steamboat.. ~.~..i like..har..i at night also steamboat wor..he don care..ish..k lor..den v went to desapark city there eat..den order liao..half way i rmb today is 15..so i good abit lor bill come dat time i pay..ish..den went to NZ ice cream bought 3exp scoop of icecream for my sis..they both used up all the money i won for the nami game i played on 14th!! ><"" den went home waited for yee n yen come lor..reach my home dy nth to do so we talk talk n jy reach liao also..and long story cut short..v wait everyone reach and straight to "big head" eat steamboat !!!nx stop for cake blowing and present giving is also at desa park city de park!! lolx..den v went home lu..phew~~ too bad v didnt take any pic on dat day =(

den on 18th is xiu mui mui @hew thong bday leh!! so after long discussion v ended up in scarlet!mcd!and ss2 wong kok!!!crazy night ever!

group pic =)

melted choc indulgence

ss2 wong kok

don like blow candle in shop all stand road side sing song n blow cake ><" (guai lan)

birthday girl =D


bday girl holding dinosaour dat vince say look like her @.@



vince n me



(vince , me , hew thong @scarlet)

ok..very long post..i gonna stop...and roger ffk at last cos when he wanna join us we already wanna go home..ish..too late too late!!! so...that's all for june celebration bday i guess!!! hahahaha..







oh ya..sorry leh dear..know ur exam dat time den i go out cel bday..but i got wish u luck b4 i go out also ma..=X...so cannot angry also lor..hahahahahaha...good luck lo..1 more day den u are free..(mayb u wont read dou this) kakakaka

1st day in coll =D

After so many days of confusion whether i got the slot for moral class o not..dang dang dang..today at last i get the confirmation answer..yup..i got the slot..and i missed out last week classes..lolx XD

Thx suezan for helping me to check my name and sms me at 11sth and woke me up to class.hahaha...at first i tot i will be the only 1 who will be in dat class..den in bus saw michelle..lol..den she say she taking moral also..den she bodoh until tersilap her group..she tot she is group A...but den when reach there..her name not there..is in group B..adui..den i look at the list and think..shit..i know no one in d class..sure damn sien liao..den sudd i saw some1 i know..hahaha..and he is in the same class with me..yeah..at least i know 1 ppl..better than nth.. :D den so fast today presentation..luckily i got geng geng de group member..and v managed to get 3/4..woots..good beginning..hopefully everything will go well till the end...and i can faster finish this stupid moral class..haha..

after class alan PURPOSELY COME TO COLL..just to "TEMAN ME MAKAN"..hahaha..sad la..v should punch vince bout this...ugut him ask him treat us.. XD..yeah yeah...den get to eat my fav nasi goreng tom yam..yummy..hahahaha...overall..a good day indeed..yesh!!! hooray~~~ hoooo~~~~~