fed up

it sucks when there's a planning and we failed to carry it out. what more can v do? nth else..nah..just let it be..lalalala~~ bullshit all strike...catch the bullshit perfectly all else we are all gonna be in a deep shit!

sienz ar! Si beh hard to catch wat a human think!! and so hard to please everyoneeeee in this worlddddddd!! reli so wtfffffff!! gah..gonna xplode...ruin my whole beautiful day..shitty shitty shitty! ishhh

I miss the old days...can i turn back time? =(
i wanna go away and have a vacation..when would it be a nice time for me and all my friend to do so?wuwuwuwuw....definately not this month or nx month or nx nx month..why?cos there's too many things coming!!! assignment!! midterm!! final!! blah!! all just another piece of shit that carries alot of marks and could make u feel miserable for ur whole life if u don get those marks u deserve!!! bahhhh!!!

another creepy and shitty post..wulalala~~

is it me?or just my illusion?

Feeling myself is not being myself recently....or myself is changing to bcome some1 who i don reli like? confusion... :S

Been acting kinda strange lately..i feel..hahaha..and den..is just so strange...and strange..where's the last time de me go??woohoo..KHAW BEE HONG...fan loi lor~~ hahahahaha...ah chiu..gila dy me...hahahahah....

aiks...assignment piling up dy...NGO MM ZAI~~~
i reli ki siao dy...stop here and tell u All my READERS!!
GUA cinta LU? hahahahaha...siao...signing out~~ bye bye~!

lovie lovie~

Went to class today and i met quite a number of frens on the way to class..lol..ish..but diff class with them de..kakaka...FIN202..okay...super duper boring class...sien-est class ever in this sem..oh so shit!!luckily i choose to have the same tutorial with my fren..if not i think i gonna rot in that class ...omg..

okok..back to other thing is..i got pressie from aussie..kakakakakaka....woots..but he say is not for me de..just ask my opinion..nvm..ah cehhh..i know u bluff me only de..wahahahaha...mario n spongebob is so gonna invade my bed later..during dec?or nov?hehehehehe...kakaka...have to welcome both of them into my big big family liao..and soon i goona sleep on the floor and let all my cutie lil dolls sleep on my bed ><'' cos my bed is so full with dolls now ...swtz..thx to him..muahaha....

thats all i gonna crap..and i hate class...and sub for this sem..is so boring~~~~~~!!!!~!~!~

OOPSS...B4 I FORGET..TODAY IS WONG CHUN HONG BDAY!! HAPPY BDAY AR!!! DON SAY ME THIS AH MUI NO USE AGAIN DY LOR.I HERE BIG BIG WRITE GIV U!!! =P

tired

Duno why i started to feel tired n boring about this..sometimes i even feel like giving it up..
is it me who care too much? or u who doesnt bother at all?
is it cos i wanted to contact more? or cos u don care whether u could contact me o not?
is it all just wat i want? or u who doesnt give a damn bout it?

This is a very hard year for me indeed..and i go through it alone..
u not there when i nid u
u not there when i sad
u dunno wats is goin on with me also

i guess i just another passer by in ur life..who u could just let it come n go easily..

having insomnia lately..
i just nid some1 by my side to talk and comfort me..

i miss those days..

big decision tat i cant made up my mind..

My brain had been thinking and thinking non stop this few days..and no matter how..i still cant make the decision. Mayb i really scare i choose the wrong pathway..i scare i cant handle all the pressure that i am goin to encounter the moment i step into the final decision..but den..the due date is getting near..tues is the last day i should hand in my form..but..i reli don have any decision right now. What should I do? haihz..

I don wanna burden my family too much as financial is reli a big issue for me...what should i do...if can i would like to pay off all the money by my own..but cant leh..haihz..so dilemma..i really wanted to go overseas to study..its been my dream since i am small..but can i reli make it through if i go UQ and study? would i flung? will i throw my parent money into the big sea? i duno also...but den now the biggest problem is..i duno i should go at feb o july...reli reli a big diff in terms of money!! why this world nid so much money just for us to go overseas study..why? haihz...i reli goonna stress up..and rot in this issue...very very soon..I CANT MAKE UP MY MIND!! JUST SO SUX!!


P/s: why would my tears flow whenever i think of this issue dat would make my parent so burden..i hate this..

HELP sux like usual!

HELP always create such a lousy timetable and make our life miserable. I don understand why they could be so stupid and put every subject in mkt under 1 time and they dont even plan to change the time. So pathetic. So from 4sub i should take 2sub in 1 sem? so stupid lor..just wasting my time ny..i don wan! i wanna finish all my sub asap and don wanna bring forward so many sub in nx sem ma..haihz..why they always do things without thinking 1? really brainless!! getting to hate HELP more and more..they sux! From foundation till now!! their timetable will never improve! just so sux! damn!

just another lie

Is always like dat..u promise me but u never do it...
just disappointed is the thing i could say..u'll never know how i feel...sorry is ez to say..things i've plan will never success..sometimes i wonder is this reli wat u want..us..being together..or just me myself..standing firm in this thing..alone struggling...just so speechless..i reli wanted to go..but why 1sorry den everything is no..just so shit...dumbass..i don feel happy anymore :'(